thank you for looking at this page. i hope you enjoy these. i am proud of these writings and do not want them to be stolen. i guess im trying to be polite and say that they are copyrighted.
sarah
one day soon i will see you again
its not my time, but it was never yours
im sorry i could not say goodbye
i wonder why...i wonder....
i wish it never had to be that way
too young, we were too young.
all i wanted to do was to take
it all away from you.
you are so beautiful, so strong.
trying to hide the pain. i wish i
knew better than to have left it like that.
i still wish it was all just a dream
in the land of no more tears
you will never cry...
i will see you happy out of pain
when i come to you.
© rebecca lee
The Storm
The Storm
My tears fall
(how can this rain seem so bad when it is needed often)
My soul aches like thunder.
(a scared child hides under his bed)
I have broken, bleeding wings.
the sun will not shine until tomorrow
(or maybe never at all)
the possibility of a rainbow?
I want to see a glimmer of hope and colour for me.
Please pick me up…please fix my wings and
Maybe then, just maybe I will soar again.
© rebecca lee
seasons
look at us through all the years
look at how far we have come.
seasons change winter to spring.
summer to autumn
we change as they do and
as the ocean tide.
our love grows stronger
as the eldest tree
© rebecca lee
redemption
alone in my bed..
where i need to be..
i lock the door i try not to breathe.
wishing my heart would stop.
my wounds go deep to my skin.
i bleed...
i cry out in desperation.
"save me....someone!"
i lean over and cry.
"i am not worth saving
there is too much ugliness,
not worthy to be free"
a man comes over to me
a man who i know who heals.
i notice the scars on his hands..
i ask "why?"
he told me the story of long ago...
he told me that his blood is enough for the world.
he told me to trust him and to believe.
have faith and i will be healed.
© rebecca lee
shattered dreams
all i dreamed was all of you
near me with me
forever safe
but you. you are the shattered dream
just a dream
i cannot feel you anymore.
i cannot kiss your lips.
my smile is only for you still.
all i wanted was the wholeness of this dream
broken in pieces
im still missing you.
still waiting for each other....
i am waiting....
waiting for you.
© rebecca lee
drowning
feeling death kiss me...
take my breath far away.
the cold blades through me.
my blood. my soul. my tears.
drowning in death.
bound in chains.
darkness comes closer.
and no more light i see.
i am your shame.
i am locked away.
never to be free.
©rebecca lee
snow white
snow white softly floating
like your mercy and love.
purest of all. make me more like you
beautiful and still falling on me.
i want to be beautiful, lovely like you
wash me purer and whiter than snow.
©rebecca lee
scared
im so tired so scared and alone.
no one here to hold me the way you do.
keep holding me....i must keep holding on.
there is no other one but you.
always hiding me under your wing.
wanting you to take me far away,
from all this pain.
all this hurt.
dying inside.
sleepless nights wondering what i have done.
wishing it could all go away.
seems like you are gone now.
and the pain is too much to bear.
i need you to hold me once again.
just for a little while.
© rebecca lee
haunting
why cant i forget you?
why cant i breathe?
i cant live. you haunting me
following my footsteps
inside my thoughts.
forever whispering to me.
telling me who i cant be.
i do not own myself like you do.
i wish you could give me back.
or not taken me at all.
i want to breathe again.
i want to live
© rebecca lee
broken and beautiful
i feel...
like a rose petal
you crush it...and it bleeds...
it darkens...the beauty fades...
and it seems to age....
and the beauty it has left....
is worthless...thrown away....
© rebecca lee
stars
once again
i cannot fight.
but i cannot take my life.
im dead even though i bled.
the pain i feel is not real.
im alone, the sky is dark.
not one star in the sky.
and it rains.
once it pours it never stops.
i ache to find and be the other me,
the one who lives beneath the stars.
© rebecca lee
who am i?
who am i in this world of fears and tears,
who am i to love and be loved,
to smile, sing and shout?
but a Man gave me all this
when He walked that hill.
He gave all of Himself
so i can be who i am.
© rebecca lee
mystery
he steals away her joy.
he steals away what is hers.
he thought he had the right to take.
a fear of losing love.
the illusion of being loved.
and losing herself.
© rebecca lee
a dream
Ashamed to face Him
Why should I be here
What have I done for Him?
Too late for turning back
Too late to help one soul
Now I am walking on
the streets of heaven
wondering why I never
shared His love.
Too late and I see people burning
I awake now and its not too late.
© rebecca lee
mc donalds
Mc Donalds
fool,
infidel,
imbecile!
take that toy back how old do you think i look?
honestly i dont think this makes up for the sickening way you cook!
© rebecca lee